Honesty is the best policy - so they say.....  To be honest with myself, I have to say I cannot believe how difficult it is emotionally for me being alone. : (
With the kids here it is a little more difficult because I still want to hide the tears.  I don't really want to admit to being lonely to them.  They might interpret it as missing Rob.  NOT!!  I just can't believe how much I want to be hugged, held, comforted.....  I would love to just have a shoulder to cry on, someone to listen and be supportive.....  Yet all I have are deep sighs and lots of tears in the dark....
Time is what is needed and I know that; I just feel like time is creeping by sometimes because I am struggling with having the patience to wait on God's timing for everything to fall into place......
I know my friends have me in their prayers. Lord please help me find comfort and peace in this difficult time.