Each day I have thought about what to post.  I have had trial after trial as this year closes.  I have never had such a difficult Christmas or holiday season before; I hope to never have another one again.  I look forward to 2012 with anticipation of a "new beginning" so to speak.
Nobody said it would be easy, but I trust it will be worth it!  I have faith!  It it weren't for my faith, hope, joy, love, I wouldn't have made it this far.  Each day I realize the strength and courage I have, to have come this far - I know I will make it through!  I tend to think on many song lyrics along the way.  Right now, one of my favorites to reflect on says, " the pain you are feeling can't compare to the joy that is coming"....  I DO believe this to be true.... : )