Looking out the window at the rain falling down, a squirrel running back and forth on the tree branches, knowing the birds wish I would fill their feeders....  Thinking about this amazing life and wondering how a person can change so much over time.  I'm sure I have changed too, but how is it he could be what I thought I needed for so long and become such an angry, unhappy soul?  Talking with him for just a minute today reaffirms the fact that he has no joy in his heart.  I've known this for a long, long time.  I'm so glad I now have a clear vision of what my life needs to be.  I am truly HAPPY!  Tears of healing as well as tears of joy roll down my cheeks.  Thank you Lord for bringing me this far...  I look forward to whatever you have in store for me!