I am constantly surprised by the new person I have become.  I am bold and unafraid.  Amazing!  I am no longer willing to wonder about things that will cause me to worry.  I charge right in and find the answers.  I am not willing to lead myself astray.  I am willing to admit the truth in any situation and find my way through it whether it hurts or not.
This is all a reflection on my feelings about someone I care very much about and am wondering how they feel about me.  I have spent a few months wondering; now I am asking for clarity and communication.  I don't want to deceive myself.  If friendship is as far as it goes, I can accept that.  If there is a possibility for more down the road - I just need to know so I can let my heart continue feeling the way it does.
No need for false hopes and future pain that is unnecessary.  I'm a big girl; I can handle it.

I just want to make sure I am aware of the other heart I am suppose to find.  I believe God will bring it to me when I don't even notice......