This is the beginning of my second three day weekend alone.  I am hoping to accomplish many things; the most important being a sense of healing.  My last three days off were very scattered with emotions and feelings of what to do with my time.  I have some plans this weekend, including getting out a bit.  I might just take a drive and look at the fall colors as well.  It is time to really realize all this time is mine.
I have experienced such an incredible transformation these past few months; a complete turn around in how I view myself and my life.  I believe God has been working on me for a very long time.  Now when I look in the mirror, I see a beautiful woman looking back.  I feel beautiful inside and out.  For all these years, I have always thought I was ugly.  No regrets though, it is now time for me to SHINE!!
Shine like a star, be as beautiful as you really are!!!
I deserve nothing but the best and that is what I will get.  I am determined to make the rest of my time on this earth worthwhile.  I hope to inspire many people along the way; sharing faith, hope, joy and love!!!
Thank you Lord for showing me who you intended me to be!